Ana Chen, Anne Gvozdjak, Chaim Durst, Anonymous (2)
A SMALL MENU - Ana Chen
盲目自己
1. UNITED STATES of AMERICA
蓝色用于浴室刻度咆哮, 白色用于测量胶带, 红色出血肺.
Oatmeal in Greek yogurt …........………………………………………………………………………………… $5.00
白色粉末曲姜肉锡箔脂肪 …………………………………………………………………………………… 半英里
Steamed broccoli with garlic ….………………………………………………………………………………… $2.25
无油无油煎锅十字架 ….…………………………………………………………………………… 四分之一英里
Purple rice and millet ….…………………………………………………………………………………………… $3.00
没有空的卡卡没有大米后六碳水化合物胸衣 …………………………………… 一英里,没有晚餐
Boiled chicken with mushrooms ….………………………………………………………………………….. $4.45
尖叫床垫羽毛扭曲烧伤 ………….………………………………………………………………………….. 一英里
Non-fat milk ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………. $1.00
妈妈是我骨架足够妈妈我骨架足够 …..…………………………………………………………….... 半英里
2. CHINA
红色为炉子水手棕榈吸烟肉带走, 从盘子中洗去的油脂的黄金.
Scallion noodles with fried fish and milk broth …………………...……………………...…………. ¥100.00
冷汗忘记做坐起来原谅我 .………………………………………………………………....………………… 三公里
Roast duck with pancake, sweet sauce, and melon ……………………………………………… ¥364.00
把煎饼包在肿胀的大腿上 …………………………………………………………………………… 两个半公里
Squirrel fish fried with pineapple and peas …………………………………………………………… ¥450.00
肺内脏糖深喉气球腰部 ………………………………………………………………. 五个半公里, 没有晚餐
Grass pancake with peanut sauce ……………………………….....………………………………………. ¥20.00
粘性刀片下来这个疲惫的外壳 ...…………………………………………………………………………. 两公里
Pine cake with red date ……………………………………………………….……………………………….. ¥150.00
嘴唇涂抹内疚妈妈为什么不波波停止谈论我的大腿 ………………………… 三公里, 无牛仔裤
Have a good meal!
保持你的嘴闭嘴婊子
小菜单
go blind
1. 美国
blue for bath room scale scream, white for measuring tape jaw, red for blood lung.
酸奶中的燕麦片 .……………………………………………………………………………………………………… $5.00
white powder curdle flesh tinfoil fatass …………………………………………………………………. 0.5 mile
蒸西兰花 ….…………..…………………….……………………………………………….………………………… $2.25
no oil no oil frying pan crucifixion …………………………………………..…………………………… 0.25 mile
紫色大米和小米 …….….……………………………………………………………..……………………………… $3.00
no empty kcal no rice after six carb corset ………………………………………..…….. 1 mile, no dinner
用蘑菇煮鸡 …………………………….…………………………………………………..……………………….. $4.45
scream mattress feather contort burn .………………………………………………………………….. 0.5 mile
脱脂牛奶 …..…………………………………………………………………………………………..…………………. $1.00
mama am i skeleton enough mama am i skeleton enough .………………………..……….. 0.25 mile
2. 中国
red for stove sear palm smoking flesh away, gold for grease you wash from plate
带炸鱼和奶汤的葱面 …………………………………………………………..………………………………. ¥100.00
cold sweat forgot do sit-ups forgive me …...……………………………………………………… 3 kilometers
烤鸭煎饼,甜酱,和甜瓜 ……….…………..…………………………………………………………………… ¥364.00
wrap pancakes around swollen thighs ……..………………………………………………….. 2.5 kilometers
松鼠鱼炒菠萝和豌豆 ……..………….………………………………………………………………………… ¥450.00
lungs gutted sugar choke balloon waist …………….…………..………………. 5 kilometers, no dinner
草煎饼与花生酱 ………………………..………………………………………………………………………….. ¥20.00
sticky blades gutter this exhausted shell .………..……………........…………………………. 2 kilometers
松饼与红色日期 ……….…………………………………….....……………………………………………….. ¥150.00
mama why won’t popo stop talking about my thighs ........................... 3 kilometers, no jeans
享受你的美食!
shut your mouth bitch
Anne Gvozdjak
bloodied fingers and shattered glass and my shadowed reflection
slicing itself to pieces / asking what part of myself i’ve destroyed
again just to be swept back into another paranoia of never waking up
from the nightmare i had last night / sheets shredded and torn
and tangled into knots around the fury in my fingertips / hear my sins
scream holes through the bedroom walls / ablaze with the terrible ecstasy
of a reckless self-demolition as i grind the blame out of my bones
and cleanse away every stain of the words my fault / drown me in
another hallucination of the disembodied echo of a thing called rage
suffocating itself between my ribs until my body tears open in front of my
eyes / laying bare these violent hollows of my hysteria / chasms
of sudden vicious raging to unleash anything / everything / i have
just to strike down the bitter aching deep within / and forever rid
of the guttural addiction to again and again purge me clean of my emptiness
Chaim Durst
The storm has passed,
Black dragon-shaped clouds
And the ever dreaded
Bear beating a full retreat.
Iridescent rays, great swooshes
Of a paladin’s blade
Have sundered the
Darkness for now.
And here I stand, alive,
Vulnerable to your love
Once again.
anonymous
i: late night on the floor
i believe i shed hair faster than anyone in the house. lost amidst abandoned brushes and beneath chipped summer red nails the strands lie groaning, half a string theory in the bruise that is exhaustion. in theory i should be less of an excess, a study of the linear rather than the polar. in theory i should take my second derivatives and find them negative, concave down in the plane that is my dinner table. sometimes i am a paradox and not even a proof by contradiction can neatly knot me. sometimes i tell myself it takes the same amount of time for us all to fall but somehow my limbs do not listen. no, i am fine, i’m just confused why my tea is so pale today, blind milk in a moribund green.
ii: early morning in the crevices of my thumbnail
it is in this dark gluttony that i find relief, charcoal making love to the paint and skin. erosion in exclusion. stowaways sardined against cartilege, breath fuming through veins, fogging my fingers so the driver can’t see clearly. i turn on my hazard lights, guide the vehicle to the shoulder, do twenty-five pushups. confirm the nonexistence of spot burning, wonder how tightly i should tie my sweatpants. where does it all go after it falls out of teeth and lips and nails? i imagine dark creasing into floorboards, particle weeds. give it a few years, and there will be a dark spot, rooted and fearful to let go.
anonymous
flesh waxed beneath
spandex, we simmer beneath
the silence beneath
humming mildew. beneath
the tectonic plates we call toenails beneath
the pads of weary flaked feet, pain bubbles beneath
a baby hair stoicism. beneath
our tongues the music starts; beneath
our chests we let it engulf us.